Real Dreams

My dreams are so real it feels like I just have been in a part of a memory or a time to come! I see it like a movie playing in my head. Last nights Dream was extremely upsetting for me.

I wish I didn't have such vivid dreams most of all I wish I didn't have such emotional reactions from these dreams! I am crying as I share this one!

I was at this place with my mother and the one guy I feel I truely love was there with his friends and girlfriend. It was like some kind of play or school function. He handed my mother a note that said " I love your daughter and always will but we just can not be together" My mother reads this note to me. He is across the room, staring at me. I am trying to keep it together in front of all these people but I can't so I walk out and he follows me. I start crying and just walking away as fast as I can.I say " why do you keep doing this to me?" He says " Kim wait for me, I am so sorry, I know I am hurting you but I am not trying to, I do care for you. I do Love you!" I just cry and try to get away from him! Then the road changes to train trcks or some sort of tracks along those lines. I can not walk on them for the life of me so he is right by my side. Then a train or something starts coming and he picks me up and places me out of harms way. I just keep trying to walk and cry.