close your eyes on the stairs

Well last night dream was one of Jonathan Becker. I was in this house and it was huge. The house belonged to the Becker's, I assume. Well I go to one side of it via some sort of obstacle course to see my mom's coffin just laying out while people are sitting together so I turn around to leave as I didn't want to be there. Then I run into this girl who is trying to find something and then appears Jonathan. She is ga ga over him. I try to avoid him like I do in real life because he is quite the snob. Every girl in this dream is all over him even though he is being a jerk. I told her how he was but she didn't care. Then Jonathan tells me to leave and I get angry and say "I have just as much right if not more to be here. My mother passed away here" then I start crying and walk away up these stairs. He follows me and the stairs become very high and narrow. I am trying to go but they are scary to me. He says "just close your eyes and I will help you" We get to this room where these 3 boys are and they offer me to stay but I wanted to leave. Then I am back on more crazy stairs. Everyone is going somewhere and Jonathan says "come with me." Then he gives me gum. Beer flavored gum. He grabs my hand and we get in a car. He smiles at me and is being really nice. Then I woke up!

P

I am at this hotel and there are alot of people there downstairs part having a good time. A pitbull rushes me biting and tearing at me. I am screaming for someone to help and they all stare but P rushes over kicks the dog and lifts me. Blood is everywhere. He says "it's ok I am here now..lets get you fixed up" He takes me to his room in the hotel. Kisses me and makes all the blood disappear!

water slides

At work they are doing something with water slides.. we are waiting to go to their wedding he is nervouse she says she is not showing. Dustin brings the girls they are excited to see me. He hands me a wad of cash. R grabs my hand and has me go down this water slide. Everyone one is getting wet. R pulls me to the side and kisses me a really deep kiss. I back away he smiles and i look for my girls. More rides on the water slide. It gets really late. R keeps pulling me towards him I have to go. The girls are sleeeping on the ground. I wake them and make them come with me. R acts like he doesnt want me to go. just stay!

P and M

You are chasing me with him and I am crying..telling me "Kim please stop, Kim please let me talk to you" as I am rushing to get away. the i look back and he climbs a tree and i look at you and in that instant he falls out of the tree and i rush to him and pick him up he has a mark on his head. he smiles at me and I am bring him to you.

Real Dreams

My dreams are so real it feels like I just have been in a part of a memory or a time to come! I see it like a movie playing in my head. Last nights Dream was extremely upsetting for me.

I wish I didn't have such vivid dreams most of all I wish I didn't have such emotional reactions from these dreams! I am crying as I share this one!

I was at this place with my mother and the one guy I feel I truely love was there with his friends and girlfriend. It was like some kind of play or school function. He handed my mother a note that said " I love your daughter and always will but we just can not be together" My mother reads this note to me. He is across the room, staring at me. I am trying to keep it together in front of all these people but I can't so I walk out and he follows me. I start crying and just walking away as fast as I can.I say " why do you keep doing this to me?" He says " Kim wait for me, I am so sorry, I know I am hurting you but I am not trying to, I do care for you. I do Love you!" I just cry and try to get away from him! Then the road changes to train trcks or some sort of tracks along those lines. I can not walk on them for the life of me so he is right by my side. Then a train or something starts coming and he picks me up and places me out of harms way. I just keep trying to walk and cry.

Walking Away

I just dreamed I had the girls and we were venturing out and about going places and having fun... Kept having to tell them to stay by mommy and we ended by this nice woman who made this huge bag of things for them like books and toys and candy... it was supposed to cost 10 dollars but the woman refused to let me pay. Then we ended up at shellys and I saw Paulies car outside..like in the dream why would Paulie at shelly's. So go inside and Paulie is sitting down in the back watching tv or doing something. Shelly yells out hi to me and he turns. I didn't say anything to him nor smile at him but I did look at him as he did me. Then shelly wanted us to take a picture and i took off my sweater and we all laughed because I was wearing the same whit tank top as her underneath. Paulie got up to leave and walk right towards me and said bye Kim. I did not say anything I just let him walk away!

Maynard

Well I just had to share this dream because it was the best I have had in a long time!

I was walking with my best friend and we ran into Maynard James Keenen (lead singer of Tool). He invited us to his house and we went inside! There were some people there I didn't know but they didn't know who he was but I DID! I smiled at him and we chatted about things. I acted like I didn't know who he was. We had to go to my friends to do something and he had to run off and do some work he said. We began walking down the street and thats when I noticed he was approaching us. I turned around and thanked him for his hospitality and he invited us back over for a party! She continued walking into the house and I stayed behind talking to him. When it was just me and Him I said I know who you are and I am a huge fan! You are very intelligent and it was a real pleasure meeting you! He asked me for my phone number. He gave me a pen and paper and I was trying to write my number down but I was so nervous I kept messing up! He laughed and said nervous huh. I said yes. Finally I got the number down and gave it to him. He smiled and said i will call you as soon as I am done. Then he winked! I watched as he drove away. I called out his name, he turned, and I waved! :) i went into her house and we talked for a bit then she wanted to walk. As we were walking he approached us and smiled and said I had to come see you I couldnt call and we went back to his house! We talked laughed! he smiled the whole time! She had to leave because she wasn't feeling well he asked me to stay so he could show me something! I took her home and came back. Then he said I have some new songs I want your opinion and he smiled. Just as he was about to sing to me..................MY MOTHER CAME IN AND WOKE ME UP! Arggggggggggggg